Shame

Heyya Guys,

Today, I spent an hour looking at the mirror (I was not being vain), and you know what… I couldn’t believe my eyes. I didn’t realize how much I’ve changed… but now I know. I’ve always hated prejudice… In fact, I’ve always considered all humans my equals. Or I thought I did.

You guys know by now how much I hate self-centered snobs, who think only about themselves and who think that every one is below them. Till know I’ve always thought that these people only existed in the posh groups who attend SAC. Well I was literally disgusted when I realized that I’m not really different from these guys.

I admit that I pass lame comments about people living in the South. So before continuing this post, I must officially apologize to any one I’ve offended, guys I love you, I’m half South and proud of it. But that’s not why I’m writing today. I’m sure that you all know by now that I always attended church schools, and I guess unknowingly this affected my perception.

I owe ‘all my knowledge’ (not much hehe) to my parents, cause it’s only thanks to them that I could pursue my studies. However sometimes I forget Dawain’s theory and believe that I’m some what superior… BULLSHIT, I’m just luckier.

If you’re thinking that I’m exaggerating and that I’m being hard on myself please stop. I’m so ashamed guys… I actually looked down on someone. I won’t go into details… but I did. I didn’t notice at first, cause I masked it with other fake judgments. But we all look down on people (at least one time in our life); the problem is that I actually can’t do anything to change this…

I don’t know why I’m writing this… I guess I felt that you have a right to know.

With Love
Pluty xxx