EXAMS

Heyya guys,

It’s been some time since I've posted anything. I’m sure you’ll understand me, with all these bloody exams round the corner. I’d be really grateful if anyone answers this question for me: “WHY THE TRUCK DO WE HAVE TO SIT FOR EXAMS?” It is clearly just a load of stress. I guess Bowles and Gintis were right after all (if you’re thinking that I’m a nerd, well then pick a finger and sit on it); but let’s face it, it is really true we are over taught some times. What is Owen’s “SIW” gonna give me in life, pfft teach me how to commit suicide? Hardly. Where am I gonna stuff the Pure Maths “knowledge” I should know. Heh I gotta an idea! “Up my BIG FAT ….”


We are only human, teenage humans which is kinda worse. We all have ambitions right now. Well I do… don’t you?//? At this rate they’re all going down the drain. I forgot when I last got on a stage and felt awesome about it. You know why it is so? YEAH I GUESS YOU DO. Oh please tell me it’s not just me that is experiencing all these mixed feelings.

I dunno who I am anymore, one minute I’m overjoyed, the next I’m wiping mascara of my cheek. HUH. I know I should be studying right now (and now I am) but still I simply know it’s not enough. I can’t help it though I can’t seem to concentrate. I think to myself… oks Pluty settle down and study. Well does it ever happen to you that you’re sure you must do something and you’re simply focused on that, but you do the exact opposite? Well it’s happening to me, and it is not GREAT.

Well just 31 more days of hell and it’s over. UNLESS I got resists… GOD FORBID. But there is one good thing about exams… They don’t give you time to think about other probs. Well, I guess I’ll have plenty of time to think about them.

With Love
PLUTYXXX